This is my tumblr.

Here's a fucking lizard

Here's a list

• i do art
• i love barney calhoun
• i love screaming
• i love akita neru shes my fav

"Who is neru?" this is she!.

To tell barry to make a better fucking website, send him this: tutorials!

i like aven and grey ROMANTICALLy dont tell them though im insecure and unsure about my feels 2/16/2026

I guess i could diary here lol, not alot of ppl will see it, yeah? lol anyway uhhh i had an okay day at school 2day, but when I got home i hung out in vca and well, idk. My internet brother sometimes gets on my nervs, like, idk, when my medication wears off, evry1 gets on my nervs. But i dont wanna be mean! i just gotta say "well thats stoopid" when i get an intrusive thought like that n keep truckin, right? 2/16/2026

1/18/2026

THEY WONT GIVE ME A STRAIGHT ANSWER!!! like i asked if when they touch me its platonic or romantic and they said "I dont even know at this point" and went "i love youu" LIKE RBO!!!!!!! COLD HEARTED GIRL, DONT HURT ME LIKE THIS ANYMORE! I love his touch around my skin wearing my sweaters, the kisses on my forehead, and i kinda secretly like when his puts his cold hands on my neck. I keep fantasizing abt that day in gym when I sat in his lap, and I got so shy cuz like, if I had a dick, i wouldve had a major boner in that moment. ts cringe as hell, but if I had to decide who i'd makeout with for the first time itd be aven... I love his curly hair, I love his eyes, I love how he looks... I love joking and bullshiting and shittalking with himmmm FUCK BRO THWORWING MY KEYBOARD AT THE F-F-F-FUCKING WALLLL!!!!!!!! GRRRG HEGRGRHRGGRHRHRGE RAGGGGGHHHFGHGHG GRAHH!!!!gGHGHTGTHG!g!h!g!g!g!ggg!hGG!h!hgeg!gG!g!gg!g!gagyyyg!g!g!gGAY!GAY!GAY!!!!!STOPIT!!!!!!hHAGRGGHTHHTHTHTHTHTH